Dear Mishkan Ha'am,
I'm writing this note from 30,000 feet in
the air as Elise and I fly towards our honeymoon in the Pacific
Northwest. It's definitely been a summer of transformation for us, and
we remain touched by the send-off that you all gave us at the aufruf in June. I hope your summers have also been full of rewarding experiences.
This is the first of a new series of notes
that I will be sending out over the course of the year, to coincide,
roughly, with Rosh Chodesh, the celebration of the new Hebrew month. These twelve new-month days (well, eleven, actually, if you don't count Rosh Hashanah) are each treated by our tradition as minor festivals, marked liturgically with the recitation of Hallel--a special selection of Psalms of praise and tha
nksgiving.
If you don't want to get into the
nitty-gritty of Jewish liturgy (and I know some of you don't, and are
probably already growing vaguely concerned, what with all of the Hebrew
terms I jammed into the last paragraph, that I've sold us out to
Chabad) you can just think of Rosh Chodesh as a lesserRosh Hashanah. Just as Rosh Hashanah offers us the opportunity to greet the gift of a new year with renewed consciousness, so does Rosh Chodesh invite
us to accept a new month with awareness and intention. And when the
month to follow happens to contain special Jewish days--like Purim or
Passover--Rosh Chodesh serves as a kind of foretaste of what we are anticipating.
(My new Chabad overlords wanted to make sure you know that Chodesh means 'month', just as Shanah means 'year'. Hashanah is 'the year'. AndRosh, literally 'head',
in this case just means the 'first' or the 'beginning'.)
The month we will be greeting this Thursday, Elul,
has a unique and particular significance, as it is the last month of
the Jewish year, leading up to the High Holidays. In fact, the period
of tshuva--'repentance', or 'returning'--which achieves its height on Yom Kippur, is actually said to begin onRosh Chodesh Elul. From
the beginning of this month, those who live in relationship to
traditional Jewish prayer begin to add special words to the daily
recitation, to get them in the spirit of what's coming. It is also
traditional to blow the shofar at the end of the weekday morning
prayers throughout the month. (I had the responsibility of doing this
once, when I was working at a family summer camp. It was very moving,
especially when a young child turned to his father and asked, "Daddy,
why are they strangling a duck?" There's a reason we keep David Saphra
on the payroll.)
But,
again, even if we don't mark the period with traditional prayer and the
sound of the shofar, its essence is still open to us. We live at a
time of transformations, some joyous and some daunting, and the High
Holidays offer us a space for the difficult task of setting our hearts
right with our circumstances; of going to difficult places and emerging
with renewed, or changed, vision and purpose. Our tradition identified
the need to work our way into this process, and gave us Elul as
a warm-up. It is a time to take stock of yourself, whether through
daily journalling or moments of contemplation, through conversations
with loved ones or estranged friends. It is a time to begin hearing
the questions you are asking yourself. It is a time to relearn how to
say what needs to be said.
The time is ours to use as we are able, and
any use, no matter how large or small, will enable us to be that much
more present to the task when we gather under the tent in late
September.
There's a lot more I could say about the
great programming in the works for Mishkan Ha'am over the next year.
But, c'mon, I'm on my honeymoon!
b'shalom,
Rabbi Benjamin Weiner